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[personal profile] ex_sorted385 2012-11-26 04:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Tosh grins back, and sets out the mugs she stole from the kitchen when she made her coffee. It's not quite Ianto level, but it's drinkable. ]

I know what you mean. My entire outlook on what ought to be kept secret and what's apparently just common knowledge has completely changed.

[ This is going to be an awkward conversation, so she decides on the tried and true method of just barreling straight into it. ]

You're good friends with Aidan, right?

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[personal profile] ex_sorted385 2012-11-27 03:44 am (UTC)(link)
[ Not your fault, Josh, it was a terrible segue and she is well aware of it. Grimacing, she sits awkwardly on the edge of one of the beds, because it feels a lot less weird than circling each other awkwardly instead. ]

God no, it's not that. I'm not the sort people hit on, really. That would probably be weird. It's just, um. You lived with him, so you must know. About his... thing. The, you know. Thing. He has.

[ Please know about the thing, Josh, because she is so not outing Aidan's vampirism to his poor unwitting roommate from home. ]

[personal profile] ex_sorted385 2012-11-27 04:32 am (UTC)(link)
[ Okay this is actually going in a direction that is so not what Tosh intended, and now she's turning red from a combination of embarrassment and the effort not to burst out laughing at the ridiculousness of it all. ]

Well it's just that I promised him I'd be completely discreet, and I can tell it's an effort for him to trust people. Though I suppose I've practically ruined that already, and you...I mean you couldn't possibly not know if you live with him.

[ She takes a deep breath, prepared to deal with whatever freakout is imminent once it comes out that Josh is talking about something entirely different. ] The vampire thing.

[personal profile] ex_sorted385 2012-11-27 04:52 am (UTC)(link)
[ As much as she wants to be convincingly reassuring, she hasn't actually come out and told anyone exactly what happened with Aidan, and it's still a little unnerving to think about. So she doesn't pull away when he comes closer, but she does bite at her lip even while shaking her head. ]

No, no he didn't hurt me at all. But, he would have. It was completely my fault, I knew already and he warned me to keep away, but it wasn't a problem the last time we met, and I guess just didn't get it. Got in the habit of walking in the wrong direction when something dangerous is happening, I guess.

Mainly I'm just worried. And I figured you'd be the best person to talk to about him.

[personal profile] ex_sorted385 2012-11-27 05:35 am (UTC)(link)
[ The way Josh closes himself back off worries her a lot, as does the mention of a fight. But after a moment, she also realizes that she's given a monumentally wrong impression of why she's here. ]

Oh god, no! I'm not scared that he's going to do anything to me, I'm worried about him! He explained about the problems with getting enough to eat, and how little there is to go around compared to apparently how many vampires there are here, and all of that. I just...he's a nice guy, I think. When he isn't being all secretive and trying to keep you at arm's length. I'm worried because it seems like there's something wrong, and trying to help someone who doesn't want to admit to needing it ever is bloody difficult.

[personal profile] ex_sorted385 2012-11-27 09:00 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Tosh feels like she's borderline giving up secrets she promised to keep, but if there's anyone who could be put on the exception list, it's Josh. If Aidan finds out and gives her grief about it, she'll deal with it. ]

He said that synthetic blood is almost like not even bothering at all, but that there isn't enough of the real thing for how much he and...um, how much he and the others need. [ She doesn't even have any idea who this Henry that Aidan kept talking about is, but bringing him into the conversation seems like maybe a step over that line. ] And I guess he thinks there are others who need it worse.

[ She shakes her head, frustrated at feeling helpless. ] I guess maybe that's the whole problem, but it feels like there must be something more. Something that maybe he'll tell you easier than me, considering.

[personal profile] ex_sorted385 2012-11-28 08:38 pm (UTC)(link)
You wouldn't be the first person to get caught up in your own problems and not see the ones your friends are having. Especially when they do their best to hide the fact they're even having problems. [ She feels really bad about how guilty the whole situation seems to be making Josh feel. ] Hey, sit down and have some of these snacks you brought, yeah?

[ Then she can't help laughing a little because, wow, has he hit the nail on the head. ] It really has. I don't...know that I even feel like I live in the same world as other people, most of the time. And it's not like Aidan is at the top of the list of Worst Situations I've Ever Put Myself In. At least he cared enough to warn me off and hold himself back. I dated a woman once who turned out to be an alien that planned to rip my heart out and eat it. And I still sort of feel bad for her. Worse for me, but she was stuck, you know? Just wanted to get home.
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[personal profile] ex_sorted385 2012-11-28 09:19 pm (UTC)(link)
[ At least they're making progress. It's funny how Josh's nervousness over the whole conversation helps Toshiko feel a little more at ease, like she needs to keep her head so she can be reassuring. ]

It gets tiresome, yeah. [ OWEN. ] But I mean, when you think about it...we all have something in common. Humans and other...not-human beings, that is. We all want the same things. We want to be safe, and healthy, and cared about by someone, and have a home. And we're all curious and we feel pain and fear and... I don't know. It sounds a little weird, I guess. But I've always found it fascinating that you can take two sentient species that seem completely alien to each other, and find these core similarities. Like there really are universal constants in life, and I guess I like that idea.

[personal profile] ex_sorted385 2012-11-28 09:57 pm (UTC)(link)
I never said we were all capable of joining hands and getting along. Just that there are some fundamental things that make us alike. I wouldn't be at all good at the job I've got back home if I thought sympathy and diplomacy was always the answer. I guess one of those things we all have in common is that we can all be right bastards, too.

[ And isn't she being a little hypocritical, lecturing about universally shared qualities when she'd shoot Josh where he sits if she believed he was an honest threat to her life in that moment. Or to someone else's. ]

It isn't noble at all. It's interesting, scientifically. And it makes it easier to empathize. But as much as I feel sympathetic toward Mary's plight, for example, being lost on an alien planet? I'm not sorry that she's dead. She was dangerous, and murderous, and it had to be done. If she hadn't picked me, someone who knew the right people and had the right resources, she'd probably still be out there killing people. I don't think you have to believe an entire population is bad, to understand that the ones who do bad things have to be dealt with.

[personal profile] ex_sorted385 2012-11-28 10:25 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She can tell it's a joke, and yet. She probably could have approached that in a less in-your-face way. Oh well, there are reasons Tosh isn't the public relations department of Torchwood.

So she half grins and half grimaces, and shrugs one shoulder. ]


Um. Ideally I'd really like to not ever be in a situation where anyone has to be dead? It's not exactly the career path I imagined for myself. I guess so long as this hypothetical person isn't on a killing rampage or trying to invade and enslave or eliminate the population, then everything's good. Not like there aren't all sorts of aliens coexisting peacefully. Or monsters I suppose, for that matter. I mean obviously. But someone has to keep the world safe from the ones that want to hurt and destroy, right? Not really something the police are generally equipped to handle.

[personal profile] ex_sorted385 2012-11-28 10:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Try to help them. [ The answer is immediate. ] I think I've given you a really bleak view of what things are like back home. We have lots of contact with aliens who aren't harming anything, and it's not as though we're trying to keep the Earth pure and human-only, or something ridiculous like that. I kept dating Mary after I found out she was an alien, after all. Didn't know about the heart-eating thing until it was almost too late, but that's on me.

[ The mention of 'mistakes' makes her fidget uneasily, realizing she's been sounding pretty self-righteous about things. ] Everyone makes mistakes. If there were no second chances, I'd be a prison cell right now. Sometimes you just do the wrong thing for what you think is the right reason, or you just flat out do something you regret. That's probably one of things that connects us all too.

[personal profile] ex_sorted385 2012-12-06 05:16 am (UTC)(link)
[ Tosh would be perfectly happy to just let that prison cell thing go, Josh, really. Just sweep it right under the rug and pretend she never mentioned it. ]

Just things from films, really. I'm not much of a horror movie fanatic, it's sort of hard to be when it's pretty much your life, but with aliens instead of ghosts and monsters. I guess the part about silver is true, but only because Aidan said so. I mean I wouldn't necessarily believe in them at all except I figure if a vampire mentions werewolves out of hand like it's no surprise, then they're probably real.

[ Yeah, that's not much of an answer. She tries again. ] Um...with the acknowledgment that this is all speculation, I suppose I know that they're people who turn into wolves or wolf-human hybrids, depending on the mythos. That it happens during a full moon, if they bite you then it's contagious, and they can only be killed by silver or something. And I think there are supposed to be several on the ship, or at least Aidan thinks so.

[personal profile] ex_sorted385 2012-12-14 09:18 pm (UTC)(link)
I didn't know that. I wonder why. I mean biting makes sense, there's the whole saliva thing, fluid transfer...but scratching? That's interesting, sort of changes the picture a bit, doesn't it?

[ She may not be a medical doctor or a biologist, but you pick up a few things assisting with alien autopsies. ]

Guess that makes sense, about it being different for other worlds. I suppose vampires are like that too, which is why what's food enough for some isn't for others. Sounds like you know a lot about this particular topic?

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