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PLAYER INFORMATION
Your Name: Melissa/kreugan
OOC Journal: kreugan
Under 18? If yes, what is your age?: NOPE
Email + IM: yogilates@gmail.com + kreugan
Characters Played at Ataraxion: none!

CHARACTER INFORMATION
Name: Josh Levison
Age: 26
Canon: Being Human (US)
Original or Alternate Universe: Original
Canon Point: Current (post season 2)!
Number: 046 (not picky; anything open if that's taken!)

SETTING»

Modern day, in a world where supernatural creatures - so far vampires, werewolves and spirits - exist. The general population is oblivious, so supernaturals have to do their best to blend in. There is an established underground network of vampires to help clean up vampire messes, but werewolves seem to be mostly on their own. Josh wasn't given any kind of formal introduction to the world and tends to have limited interaction with it. He'd rather ignore all that weirdness and pretend he's normal, thank you. And no, this never ends well.

HISTORY»

Once upon a time, Josh Levison was a golden boy on his way towards a bright future. Born to a wealthy Jewish family in Ithaca, New York, he was all lined up to study pre-med at MIT with his gorgeous and brilliant fiancé, Julia. Then, he went camping with a friend – his friend never came home, and Josh came home a monster. Since then, his life has been a course in How To Be A Terrible Werewolf 101.

Initially, he did an admirable job of denying the fact that he’d become less than human. When ignoring the problem didn’t work, he took to it with an analytical mind - researching and collecting data, keeping a journal on anything that might be useful (spoiler alert, none of it was very useful) and recording his own experience. His goal was to create a cure, but when his efforts proved fruitless, he finally decided that he was too dangerous to stay near the people he loved. Without so much as a goodbye, he took off and cut all ties. As you can imagine, this was a massive surprise for the people close to him, and he left a number of worried (and angry) people in his wake - the most important of these being his parents, his younger sister Emily, and his fiancé.

He wandered aimlessly for a while before ending up in Boston, where fate intervened and introduced him to the well-intentioned vampire, Aidan Waite. Aidan took pity on Josh’s self-imposed exile, and the supernatural odd couple was born. Mostly, they bonded over being not so human but doing their best to stay on the non-murdering train. Aidan failed pretty horrifically at this, but more than once he took a guilt-ridden bullet for Josh, allowing him to stay innocent to a great many things much longer than he would have without Aidan's protection. Aidan also helped Josh find a safe place to transform into the wolf every month and (usually) had his back if things went awry.

Beyond the basics, Josh’s story is a hot mess of complicated and doomed relationships. It’s probably easiest to untangle by tackling each relationship separately, so here goes a breakdown!

AIDAN AND SALLY → ❝I feel like I'm the only one trying. Like I'm dangling off a cliff by my fingertips and you're up there stomping on them.❞

Josh’s best friend, the vampire, and their friendly ghost. Sadly, Josh’s relationship with these guys is probably the most stable of any he’s got.

A year or so prior to where the show picks up, Josh was staying off the radar, working a crappy job at a diner. It was far from glamorous and clearly nothing he found very fulfilling, but it was quiet and safe... for a while, anyway. That all changed when a pair of vampires walked into his diner and decided it'd be good fun to beat a werewolf up in an alley. Josh, meanwhile, wasn't even aware that vampires existed - much less that they hated werewolves - so it was kind of a rough intro course. He was getting his ass soundly handed to him when a stroke of rare good luck intervened in the form of Aidan Waite, who convinced the other vampires to buzz off and offered to help Josh get cleaned up. Josh was reluctant given what he'd just learned about vampires existing and being total assholes, but something - the loneliness of being on the run, not trusting himself with others, having no anchor in this new crazy world he'd been shoved into - caused him to follow Aidan out of that alley.

Aidan was a nurse, and he helped Josh get a job as an orderly at the same hospital. Given that Josh had zero friends at this point and Aidan had cut himself off from all of his vampire contacts in an effort to stay "sober", the two spent most of their time together and became pretty much inseparable. After they'd been working at the hospital successfully for a while, Aidan decided that the next step in acting like normal people was playing house. Josh wasn’t thrilled with the idea initially - how was two monsters under one roof a good idea? - but Aidan was convincing, and despite all of his efforts to be a good hermit he was pretty starved for some company.

Naturally, they ended up in a house haunted by a very cheerful spirit - Sally Malik, a ghost trying desperately to enjoy life from beyond the grave. Thanks to her outgoing personality, Josh initially had a lot of friction with Sally. He was used to being almost cripplingly guarded around others, but obviously traditional means of privacy like walls and locks did nothing to keep a nosy ghost out. The more he got to know her and appreciate the tragedy of her situation, the more his shields dropped, and a close friendship began to develop.

EMILY → ❝My life is different now. I'm different. You don't want to know me. You can't help me. Just leave me alone.❞

Josh’s estranged sister. The two were extremely close growing up – “best friends” according to Emily. When Josh became a wolf and cut ties to his family without a word it left a huge hole in both of their lives. Josh had just moved into the house with Aidan and Sally when Emily first tracked him down, showing up at the hospital and spotting him by chance. He tried to avoid her so that she’d just go home, but when that failed the two were in for a very emotional and very unhappy reunion. All of Josh’s efforts to convince Emily that he’d changed and she didn’t want to be near him failed miserably.

Even when she followed him on a full moon and witnessed the beginning of the transformation – which he somehow managed to convince her was just some kind of illness – she was furious at him for refusing to let her help. She finally left thanks to Josh’s stonewalling, but returned again later when she’d been kicked out of her girlfriend’s place. Josh couldn’t leave her on the streets, so he reluctantly let her stay at the house. Naturally, things went south again – the vampires had developed a grudge against Josh, and they took it out on his sister. She wasn’t bitten, but she was badly beaten; worried and feeling insanely guilty, Josh was convinced to accompany her back to Ithaca.

The reunion with his family was a complete mess. Josh first discovered that the fallout of his disappearance caused his parents to separate. He blamed himself for this, naturally, but the issue was overshadowed by the fact that his parents knew he was a werewolf – or that he thought he was one. They’d found his journal, full of first-person accounts of "my life as a werewolf", and believed he’d suffered a psychotic break. While Josh was trying to convince them he wasn’t nuts, things went from bad to worse. The vampires had followed them from Boston. Luckily, so had Aidan. He managed to keep the vampires away from Josh’s family, but the threat was clear. Backed by Aidan's insistence that staying near them would only end badly, Josh took off a second time - but only after confessing that he was, in fact, a werewolf. Unsurprisingly, that wasn't a reality they were willing to accept, and he left things with his family even more complicated than they’d been before.

JULIA → ❝I will protect you from this. I still can.❞

Josh’s ex-fiancé. All we know about their prior history is that they were very in love, very happy, and possibly a bit of a power couple in school. When Josh took off it was a complete shock to everyone and made him sort of an asshole legend in his hometown. Josh had resigned himself to never seeing her again for her own protection, but like everything, that didn’t go according to plan. Josh had a huge bomb dropped on him one day when he discovered that the human woman Aidan had started up a normal, healthy, non-bloody relationship with was none other than Julia.

The reunion was not a good one. Julia was furious with Josh for leaving her and not even giving her the closure of explaining why. His insistence that he had left her for her own good wasn’t very convincing, since now he was dating someone else (Nora – who, coincidentally, was mad at him for not leaving her and getting his werewolf mess all over her). They parted on a sour note, but were brought together again by crazy happenstance (his sister and ghost possessions, mostly). At this point, Josh was really feeling the guilt for not being honest with Julia – he owed her that much, at least. He took her out to dinner with the intention of telling her the truth, but things went worse than even he could have predicted. As he was working up the courage, he suddenly got hit by transformation pains – it was the day of an eclipse. Unfortunately, he hadn’t had any idea that an eclipse wreaked havoc on the supernatural; now he was changing into a wolf in a public place, in front of Julia. He booked it and she followed, eventually cornering him in an alley.

When she saw his face, she was frightened and shocked – he tried to approach her, but she flinched back, directly into the path of an oncoming car. Josh couldn’t even stay by her side while they waited for an ambulance and was forced to flee the crowd to prevent them from seeing the shift. When he returned and found her sitting on the curb, the two had a moment, Julia coming to terms with the fact that this had been his reason for leaving. At about the same time, Josh realized that he was speaking to a ghost. Before Julia let go of this world for good, she told Josh that she “loved him enough” – even as a monster, she would have stayed with him. This, naturally, shattered what was left of his heart. Then she moved on, and then Josh became increasingly bitter and angry with his choices and what he’d become.

RAY → ❝This is not a gift, it's a curse. I don't want to be this.❞

The werewolf who turned Josh, then found him in the woods much later and literally followed him home. Josh was weirded out to begin with, though unaware of the fact that Ray was the wolf who’d bitten him. Once Ray started dropping helpful werewolf knowledge, though, Josh decided he liked having him around, and was almost convinced that being a werewolf wasn’t actually the worst thing ever. Things soured quickly when Ray overstayed his welcome with Aidan and Sally, both of whom found him creepy and obnoxious – particularly Aidan, whom Ray was openly hostile to due to the vampire vs. werewolf tradition. Ray also started to drag Josh into increasingly dark situations – one of which being street fights with vampires, which earned Josh some new fanged enemies.

When Josh finally realized the truth about Ray – that he’d been the one to kill his friend, then maul him and leave him to fend for himself as a new wolf – he was furious. The fact that Ray had also been aware of Josh and more or less stalking him for a while added to the wrongness of the whole situation, and the two ended up in a full-out werewolf brawl on the full moon. Afterwards, Josh told Ray to stay away from him, saying he’d never accept the wolf or hurt others like Ray had. Josh didn’t see Ray again until much later, and at that point the tables had turned in several ways – Ray was playing human and raising a family, and Josh had discovered that killing the wolf that turned him might provide a cure. This time, it was his turn to do the stalking, the goal being to lure Ray into a trap and off him. Things didn’t go as planned (yes, this is a recurring theme in Josh's life). To explain how horribly that went wrong, though, first we need to talk about Nora.

NORA → ❝I did this to you.❞

A co-worker at the hospital where Josh works, and the unhappy recipient of his attempts at wolfy flirting while under Ray’s tutelage. Whereas Ray was able to channel his wolfishness into a masculine charm, Josh just made an ass of himself, and for a while Nora wanted nothing to do with him. Once she got to know the real him, however, they started a very confused courtship; due to Josh’s efforts at separating his wolf desires from his human ones, he sent Nora insanely conflicting signals. Despite everything, they did manage to enter an almost normal relationship, but things were complicated yet again when Nora got pregnant early on. Josh was supportive, but freaked out about potential werewolf side-effects. His worst fears would be confirmed when Nora, sick of him making zero sense half of the time, followed him on the night of a full moon.

He was able to get Nora out of the room before he shifted fully, but scratched her arm in the process – then, while she stood transfixed by the image of him transforming into a monster, she collapsed in pain; the effects of the full moon had caused her to have a miscarriage. Nora kept the news of the scratch to herself for as long as she could, but on the next full moon she shifted and there was no more hiding. Nora didn't adjust well, having a hard time accepting how on earth she could live a normal life as a werewolf and grieving for what she'd lost. At this point, Josh had been pursuing med school again, but announced he was going to drop it and resume his search for a cure.

There were ups and downs to Nora being a wolf. The big up was that Josh could trust himself more when they got physical; the down was that Nora took to her wolfish nature much more willingly than Josh did. Nora became a killer on her first night as a wolf, tearing apart a vampire in order to protect Josh, and this loss of innocence created a downwards spiral that left Nora feeling as though trying to fight her new animal nature was hopeless. Later, fueled by this and the instinctive feelings of fear and anger, she turned her wolf against an abusive ex-boyfriend. She didn’t feel half as guilty about these transgressions as Josh did on her behalf, and Josh had a hard time blaming her – he saw it as his fault for turning her into a monster.

It's clear that Nora loves Josh and wishes she could forgive him, but she's never able to stop blaming him for turning her into a wolf. Their relationship is extremely rocky and then on the rocks for the majority of the second season, but even when they're fighting about what happened or what they should do next, they're there for each other when they need to be. Ultimately, they're reunited when Josh decides to take extreme measures to cure them both. When Josh learns that killing Ray (his maker) might cure him, he struggles with the implications of murdering someone in cold blood in order to escape the violence of being a wolf.

He eventually decides against the murder cure, further discouraged by the thought that curing himself would leave Nora in the lurch as a wolf. But when Nora reveals that the curse is in the bloodline and killing Ray would cure them both, it changes everything. She kept it from him because she didn't want Josh to kill on her behalf, and that's exactly what he plans to do when he finds out. He couldn't bring himself to kill for himself, but if there's a chance he can take back what he did to Nora, it's worth the sacrifice.

When Sally lets slip to Nora what Josh plans to do, Nora rushes to stop him and arrives in the nick of time - Ray has beaten the crap out of Josh and turned his own rifle against him. Nora pulls a gun on Ray at the last moment, and the three find themselves in a good old-fashioned stand-off. They all quickly connect the dots – if Nora shoots Ray, rather than Josh doing it, then the curse won’t be broken. Josh, however, realizes that if Nora shoots him instead – the wolf who changed her – she can be cured. The scene ends with Josh yelling for Nora to kill him, then a black screen and a gunshot.

PERSONALITY»

a. identity

❝I have to kill a man. That’s not who I am, I can’t do that.❞ (1.10)

THE HUMAN → Before his life was turned upside down by the bite, Josh was on track to become a doctor. This was probably largely influenced by his parents, but the desire to help others remains a core aspect of his personality. The contradiction of going from a healer to a dangerous monster overnight has created a lot of conflict and bitterness, sometimes souring his genuinely good nature. At his best, though, he’s incredibly sympathetic and selfless – many of his biggest sacrifices have been in the service of keeping others from harm. Although he generally keeps people at arm's length, when he does let them in he can be very open with his emotions and an extremely helpful listener. He also seems to cling to small acts of kindness as a way to maintain his humanity or repent for past mistakes.

It should be noted that while he can keep it very cool and confident when he's feeling comfortable, he is always a pretty huge dork. His jokes are the absolute worst - he probably couldn't remember the last time someone laughed at one if he tried. He is observant and clever, though, and his most successful jokes are usually at someone else's expense. Anxiety caused by keeping the wolf in check or simply being in uncomfortable social situations can lead to some phenomenally embarrassing behavior. Weird panic-induced social choices such as bowing and adopting horrific accents are likely occurrences. While he is very intelligent and sweet, he is definitely not oozing charm. It also takes some time to get to his sweet side if he's feeling surly, and his preoccupation with his own issues can sometimes make him pretty dang rude.

THE WOLF → Josh has no control as the wolf and almost no memory of its actions. At best, there are flashes and random details, but it’s rarely enough to piece together. On the days leading up to the full moon, he’s both physically and emotionally affected – his strength, speed and healing improves, and all of his senses are amped up, smell being the strongest. During this time, he’s powerful enough to take a vampire on in a fight with the odds just slightly in his favor. His temper and libido are also kicked up a notch. That said, he doesn’t just turn into a massive douchebag near the full moon – he’s still him, and still mostly in control at this point, but his instinctive reactions are more likely to trump reason. The most obvious change is that he becomes more stressed and anxious, fretting over letting his control slip and doing something stupid.

Josh's refusal to accept the wolf as a part of him generally makes him stand apart from other wolves. His inability to recall his actions while shifted is a reflection of this, considering that other wolves are shown to have at least vague memories of the event. Although this would imply he's kept it a completely separate entity, his disgust for the condition seems to have a bizarre impact on the wolf itself, making it more aggressive against other wolves (Nora being the only exception). The notion of packs is one that's tossed around by other characters - both wolves and vampires - but Josh wants nothing to do with it. The fact that he's isolated himself from other wolves is something that stands out to the supernatural set, and several vampires have commented on it either making him more vulnerable or, in some cases, ruthless - the lack of loyalty to his own kind is considered nearly taboo in the supernatural world.

THE IN-BETWEEN → There are other, more subtle changes in Josh’s personality that have nothing to do with the moon’s direct influence. Living with the werewolf curse has caused him to shut other people out to a crippling to degree. While this usually means he’s become very socially anxious and inept, sometimes it means he lashes out when people try to get close; given that he’s usually very insightful, these defensive remarks can be extremely cutting. He’s also overwhelmed by anger and bitterness over what’s happened to him, and at times can become very self-absorbed in his own problems. This can make him blind to the legitimate concerns of others.

His obsession with denying the wolf and protecting others has also led to some extremely high expectations on both himself and his housemates. When he thinks Sally is being petty or insensitive, he judges her harshly – and when Aidan slips and gives in to his vampire urges, Josh is always quick and heavy with the guilt trips. Sometimes this has served them both well, Josh playing Aidan’s conscience and keeping him in check, but it’s also backfired before, sending Aidan into self-loathing spirals that do more harm than good. The same can be said for Josh’s own emotional cycles, which are largely defined by fear, anger and guilt – he spends a lot of time hating himself. He usually states it as hatred of the wolf, constantly insisting that they’re completely separate entities - but it’s clear that he takes full responsibility for everything the wolf does.

Josh's first kill as a werewolf was nothing he could have prevented, but that doesn't stop him from carrying the guilt as though he'd planned the murder himself. Josh had been kidnapped and forced into a "werewolf fighting ring" (yes, exactly what it sounds like) by Aidan's ex-crew. The fact that he was forced to fight another wolf to the death was bad enough, but it was compounded by his being held prisoner for two days prior to the fight with his opponent as a neighbor. The other wolf, Douglas, was a kind but guilt-ridden old man; he'd clearly done horrible things to his loved ones in the past due to the curse, and believed being kept in a cage by the vampires was a good enough way of keeping himself from hurting innocent humans. Josh won the fight, but the impact of taking another life darkened his worldview considerably.

Long story short - Josh presents a bizarrely well-adjusted persona to most of the world (if you can consider "fussy and neurotic" as well-adjusted), but the fact is that he's a drowning man, gradually losing sight of who he is or what he's even staying alive for.

❝I'm going to kill a man.❞ (2.13)

b. relationships

FAMILY → Josh's closest family relationship is with his sister, though he still avoids contact with her if at all possible. They seem to have a very close and healthy sibling relationship, although she is younger and perhaps the less sympathetic of the two; she's obviously used to everything being open between them, and quick to get angry at him for withholding information. When she's in danger, he'll drop anything to protect her. He ends up having his first reunion with his parents because he's worried about her safety and is unwilling to let her make the trip home alone.

His parents are clearly loving, but very complicated and somewhat calculating people. They're both medical professionals and have a very "therapist" approach to their own children, to the degree that Josh calls them out on treating him like some kind of scientific study in their interrogation of where he's been and how he's doing. There's also mention of his mother having some kind of psychotic break - one that's been "swept under the rug" - so they're quick to believe it runs in the family. Although Josh did have a good life growing up, he complains that his father had extremely high expectations, implying that he felt trapped and obligated to achieve the bright future he was on track for.

The fact that he was raised in a household with limited emotional availability also becomes apparent when he calls his parents out on their failure to notice that before running away, he'd fallen into a very intense depression. He was distraught over what had happened to him, obsessed with finding out how to fix it, and most likely having obvious mood swings. They never seemed to notice, and if they did they never spoke to him about it.

All in all, his home life wasn't horrible, but his parents weren't the most emotionally communicative or supportive, and his dad was obviously a somewhat strict man who had very high expectations of his son. But Josh and his sister adapted, leaning on each other to get the support they couldn't get from mom and dad. Following the reunion, he blames himself for his parents' separation - though given the unaffectionate and surprisingly professional dynamic his mother and father have at the reunion, it was probably an inevitability.

JOSH & AIDAN → In the most basic terms, Josh is a bit like a younger brother to Aidan. Aidan often takes on extra risks or sacrifice - stepping further into the dark - in order to keep both Josh and Sally untainted by the guilt and horrors inherent to the supernatural world. Josh is often the most emotional and righteous of the three, and the most outspoken about his desire for a normal life. His idealism sometimes frustrates the others, but in the end they go to great lengths to keep it alive.

Josh sometimes seems aware of the way the others look out for him, but other times he's pretty oblivious and can cast unfair judgments because of it. He doesn't quite recognize that Aidan in particular is often the only thing standing between him and a far darker world, full of much darker decisions. Aidan acts as both a shield and an anchor to Josh's more open and vulnerable personality, and seems to accept the role of "bad guy" in certain situations, allowing Josh to keep his hands clean as much as possible. In the instances where Josh assumes the worst of Aidan (or when Aidan and Sally do legitimately horrible things), Josh becomes angry and distraught. More than anything, he seems to feel an intense betrayal at the idea that he's alone in his commitment to leading a normal, non-murdering life.

Even though their relationship can get messy, the fact remains that both men seem willing to kill - or die - to protect each other, and that each plays an important role in guiding the other's sense of direction and purpose in life. Josh is there to help Aidan pull himself out of the abyss, and Aidan's there to keep Josh from falling into it.

JOSH & SALLY → Josh and Sally behave a lot like siblings. They mock each other, call each other out on crap, sometimes act a bit petty or rude - but at the end of the day, they love each other, and are willing to do anything to keep each other safe. Josh's bond with Sally isn't quite as intense as his friendship with Aidan, if only for the fact that Sally's the most independent of them all; she doesn't want to rely on them the way they rely on each other, and tends to jump headlong into ghostly challenges. The fact that many of her problems literally exist on another plane encourages that independence, as it's something they can't sympathize with as not-dead individuals. Josh also seems aware of this distinction on some level, and sometimes draws the conclusion that his problems - ones that always impact the solid, living world - are more significant than hers. This tends to create a roadblock in their reliance on each other, but in instances where he's been proven wrong on this assumption he's quick to express sympathy.

The sass and attitude is strong in both of them, but so is the genuine concern. Josh tends to be more open with Sally than he is even with Aidan. It usually takes some time, and he can be surly and defensive to start, but once he lets his guard drop he's both willing to share his feelings and very calm and eloquent about it (Aidan, meanwhile, tends to get the emotional outbursts that Josh is less in control of - panic and anger).

He often ends up talking things out with Sally when it becomes apparent that hearing what he has to say, or how he feels about his situation, can help her deal with her own. Even though Sally more frequently gets the "guidance" talks while Aidan gets the messy emotions (Sally leaning on Josh for support, Josh on Aidain), he trusts them both well enough to speak openly and never seems to regret doing so.

JOSH & NORA → Nora has always served as both an anchor for Josh and a point of huge change and conflict. When she finally learns that he's a werewolf, she accepts him fully - more fully than ever before, stating that knowing his secret has allowed her to really see him for the first time. The conflict, however, is that she says this in regards to witnessing his transformation - seeing the wolf fills in the gaps for her. To her, Josh and the wolf are the same thing, and she could never fully understand one without the other.

Josh's relationship with Nora has always made the line between himself and the wolf blurry; when they were dating, he didn't trust himself physically around her. His worst nightmare - turning another person - came true, and attempting to help Nora stay under control and protect people from her own wolf brought all of his own issues to the surface. Although she did her best to be understanding, she couldn't help but - rightfully - hold him accountable for what he'd done to her. That outside confirmation of what he'd become and how he'd hurt others intensified Josh's hatred of the wolf.

This self-loathing created a certain detachment, making him more desperate and willing to go to extreme lengths in order to find a cure. By the close of the second season, Josh is actually willing to take another life in order to achieve this based on the theory that it's a bloodline curse - killing the source, or the wolf that bit you, will make you human again. He doesn't make this decision lightly; it's a conscious sacrifice of what's left of his own humanity in the hope that killing Ray, the wolf that started it all, he and Nora would be free of the curse.

ABILITIES, WEAKNESSES & POWER LIMITATIONS»

Most of the time Josh is a very normal, very average human - the exception being, of course, the night of the full moon and the two or three days preceding it. The shift itself is an extremely painful experience, and arguably leaves him vulnerable until he has finished the transformation. He's vulnerable to silver at all times. Even if the wound itself isn't fatal, it has a toxic effect on his system. While in wolf form, he has no control and often no memories of the events afterwards.

• 2/3 DAYS PRE-MOON
→ Heightened senses, including smell and sight. Increased strength and survivability (slightly increased healing).

• FULL MOON
→ Shifts into full werewolf form, which is a very violent and very ugly hybrid of human and animal features; moves on all fours. Dramatic increase in all senses and strength, but very limited brain function - reduced to basic instincts. Nearly invulnerable due to a tough hide and rapid healing.

INVENTORY»

1 grey t-shirt
1 blue plaid button-up
1 pair jeans
1 belt
1 wristwatch
1 gold necklace (Star of David)
1 lightweight waterproof jacket
1 pair boxers
1 pair socks
1 pair shoes
1 tattered journal (Douglas's wolf research)

APPEARANCE»

JOSH IS THE WORLD'S CUTEST WEREWOLF EXCEPT FOR WHEN HE'S ACTUALLY SHIFTED* also he is 5'10" and reasonably athletic ty. please see visuals below for actual useful information.

*siri