[She almost smiles, then.]

You sound like my first teacher.

[The problem is she does meditate, but this rage is coming from fear and paranoia, and it's not helped by the way the ship keeps throwing strange stimulus at her or by the way that she refuses to acknowledge that she needs to address that.]

I need something to relieve the stress. Something that isn't just thinking about nothing. I just-

I needed to tell someone.

[Josh this is huge for her.]